White Sun, Dark Moon
Cathryn Stone
ANGEL
Breaking the iron, living the day
Noticing life differently, hair feels soft
And the gallery glittering,
Magnificent, reverent
Like a monastery, like history in peace
I see them standing in chandeliered halls
Candles twinkling as you walk
Across the room
Like you know that sweetness, but you are not in the right time
You know that sweetness, but you are not in the right time
You should have been gilded and jewelled and dancing to the strings
And not the stings
As they bounce across the hall
You are an angel
Not angelically good but fighting with demon after demon
And still standing
Still aching to live
Oh now…
The sun is deep, I long for deepness
Deep friendship, deep love, deep pockets
I ache for that
The surfaces, well they’re getting dull
It’s cardboard and glitter, it’s scenery
All contained in a sparkling castle
With colours to please and mirrors to tease
Oh yeah, you’ve got colours to please and mirrors to tease
Oh, now…
Hey, now…
SWEET STING
Born under a black sun,
Even though begun it’s never allowed, never allowed
Burning hot when some
Got to the centre, go to the centre
Not the only one, but even a raindrop has edges
Never allowed, never allowed
In the lakes a song
Got to the centre, got to the centre
Up down up down up
Moving horizons a girl on a seesaw is found
Toe on the ground
And everything is roundabout
Under the surface, under the surface
You saw bees
You saw bees
You saw bees in my hair,
I didn’t believe they were there
But you saw bees in my hair
By Far
If there was a butterfly in my belly
How would I feel it? How would I feel it?
If there was a butterfly in my belly
How would I give it air?
How would I give it air?
It’s definitely there
Oh, ah
It’s definitely there
Oh, ah
If there was a fire in my heart
How would I keep it alight?
If there was a fire in my heart
With no spark, and no air
It’s definitely there
Oh, ah
It’s definitely there
Oh, ah
If there was a child in my mind
How would I be gentle?
How would I be kind?
If there was a child in my mind
How would I give it room to grow?
It’s definitely there
Oh, ah
It’s definitely there
Oh, ah
I Wished For A Mountain
I wished for a Mountain
Strong and aged, old
Something to climb upon
Inspire this wintered soul
I wished for a Mountain
As I studied soil and ground
Dug beneath the molehills
With the worms and muffled sound
I get tired of tired impressing
Trying to make a dent
Trying to get your mark on my skin
Your label, your stamp
Your scent
I rub my cat face round you
But you seem so statuesque
And I retreat too early
‘Cos I greeted you undressed
Nothing I Do
I need to move always so you can’t catch me
Even though you’re not running after me
I feel you on my tail though you’re standing still
You stand still,
Still
I run through fast not touching the edges
Looking hopeful
To the light, the light, the light, the light
Oh you hang in my heart
Like the smoker who has left the building
You hang in my heart
Yeah like the perfume lingering in the street
You hang in my heart
Like the imprint in our minds of all we see
You hang in my heart
Every day I’m looking for a place to run
But there is nowhere to run from
Feelings that surround me like a
Comforting storm
That you make shake
Oh, I run through fast while wondering why
Looking hopeful
To the sky, the sky, the sky, the sky
Oh you hang in my heart
Like the smoker who has left the building
You hang in my heart
Yeah, like the perfume lingering in the street
You hang in my heart
Like the imprint in our minds of all we see
You hang in my heart
It’s as if I can never be free
And yet I am not contained
You see it’s the worst type of being trapped
‘Cos I make it like that
Nothing seems to penetrate
I’m trying to erase
The ache, the ache, the ache, the ache
Oh you hang in my heart
Yeah, like the smoker who has left the building
You hang in my heart
Like the perfume lingering in the street
You hang in my heart
Like the imprint in our minds of all we see
You hang in my heart.
South
I wish you would leave me alone
You and your noises
‘Cos they’re drowning out the voices
That guide me
How can you be what you are not?
Corset ties and silicone
They’ll paint it up and send it out
Tie your bows
Hmm..ahh
Life becomes a plastic toy
Made for others to enjoy
They’ll love you ‘till the buzz wears out
You’re left wondering what it’s all about
Spots and stripes and tigers and whales
Ride the wave that makes you sail
Live the life that finds you true
That is all I wish for you
Still Moving
I want to know you in April
Like I know you in June
I want to know you when I’m feeling young
And when I’m older too
I want to know you in summer
Like I know you in spring
Like when I say nothing and you know everything
Oh how do I love you now
Oh how do I love?
Oh how do I love you now?
‘Cos I’m still moving
I’m still moving..
And the moon is so full tonight
The sea is so calm
And your energy surrounds me
I am home
And your hand on my shoulder
Like it was moulded to fit
I find myself wondering
Could it better than this?
Oh how do I love you now
Oh how do I love?
Oh how do I love you now?
‘Cos I’ve been moving
I’m still moving..
Hey now
It’s easy to get your head and your heart confused
Sometimes, sometimes
It’s easy to get your head and your heart confused
And sometimes you lose
Oh I’ve been moving
And I am still moving..
I’ve been moving
I’m still moving..
Once, When I Was Lost
You’re strong like the bark of the tree
Unlike some others who were meant to be the leaves
They fell and flew away
But you stayed, you stayed
My heart was rusty and my soul was full of tin
But it was good to let you in
A paper heart across the moon
So soon, so soon
Dust
Seems that nothing really is for certain anymore
Second you get in the house, you poke your head out the door
And they have pulled up all the trees and they have
Tarmacked the road
And your home, your home, your home
It is spinning like a star in space
It is spinning like a star in space
And you feel just like a dandelion
That’s been blown all about the place
This is not my fear, it’s just settling on me
It’s the kind of dust I’ve grown accustomed to
It’s stuck with me
Only goes to prove that dust can stick
And we should stick to this
Don’t fool with my heart if you intend hanging around
I’ve seen too many fools and
They’ve only ground me down
When your life’s been like a snowstorm and you’ve been
Stuck inside
You need love that is the settling kind
Said it’s not the holding on that wants you to be free
“Let go of that”
he is always saying to me
Hmm, “let go of that”, like it was just a phase?
Well I like my feet to fly but they need a solid base
So don’t fool with my heart if you intend hanging around
I have seen too many fools and
They’ve only ground me down
When your life’s been like a snowstorm and you’ve been
Stuck inside
You need love that is the settling kind
This is not my fear, it’s just settling on me
This is not my anger, it’s just settling on me
This is not my joy, its just settling on me
This is not my fear, it’s just settling on me
This is not my anger, it’s just settling on me
I’m waiting for you to just settle on me
Oh, like the dust
I’m waiting for your dust
Oh it’s just dust
I’m waiting for…
Moonsong Lovesong
Winter time
Oh what a lovely phrase the moon sings
What a place to find my heart
Start make promises
Turn of spring
What a clear and blue bell seems to ring
You’ll remember everything
You’ll remember everything…